It’s easier to come on here than to face what I really need to face.. it’s easier to scroll mindlessly than to do what I need to do.
I’m so discouraged at the moment, and for a while, I felt so at lost. I work so hard, so not having the results that I expected is really discouraging.. I just ask God to help me to redirect my discouragement and refuel me so that I may be able to have the energy and willingness to get through this tough week.
God, only you know my heart.. Only you know what I feel and how I feel, and right now, it’s pain, discouragement, stress, and anxiety. As your daughter, I just ask for your comfort and guidance.. may I come to you openly and freely, with a childlike heart. Thank you for always being there to listen, for being a good God.